Happy Thanksgiving
November 26, 2011
So, Thanksgiving was the other day. Happy Thanksgiving!
It went a lot better than I expected, although the holiday blues really hit me hard later that night.
We went to my cousin’s for Thanksgiving this year. He made a turducken! I just find the whole concept so amusing. It’s just complete american excess. It was alright. I just not a big fan.
We also had an incredible amount of desserts. There was something like the equivalent of 6 pies for 11 people. It was nuts.
Best part of the night was just being able to hang out with their dog Daisy. She really is just the sweetest puppy.
Later that night though, ugh, the depression really hit me. It hit me hard.
I just get really sad during the holidays. A lot of it is because I wish I had a loving family of my own – had someone who really loved me. And every year, I just get so upset that I don’t have that.
Plus, it’s rough trying to deal with a certain person right now. Someone who gets upset when I get jealous, and it’s like duh, of course I’m jealous. I’m jealous that he’s in love with someone else and not me.
I’m just tired of it all. I just hope I can one day meet someone who will love me as much as I love them.
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