So Very Tired
It’s late, but I am working on something I promised someone I would do a month ago. Doh.
I have just been so tired lately. I wanted to blame it on PMS, but it is a little early in the month for that. I think it’s just because I don’t get enough exercise, so my energy levels are just the suck lately.
I have also finally realized that I have been surrounded by a lot of really “negative” people lately. Now, I wouldn’t call myself an optimist by any means. I would go so far as to call myself a realist for the most part. However, I have been told that I am a “positive” person because I usually give people the bright side of bad situations.
But, all of this negativity is starting to take a toll on me. It just makes me feel like I am not doing anything right anymore – that all I do is fail, constantly. I mean, I don’t think I am, but I feel like I am.
I am just really glad that a co-worker is taking Friday and Monday of next week off. She probably thinks that the whole office is going to implode without her there, but she is a big source of stress for me, so I am looking forward to her not being there for a couple of days. I mean, sheesh, we are not incompetent. I am sure we can get through 2 days without her.
One thing I am not looking forward to is that our season is coming to an end soon, so that means I am going to be losing my parking stall in a few weeks. It is such bullshit though. I go in every day and the person who comes in 2 days a week gets to have the stall. Grrr.
Wow, it is really late. I really do need to sleep.
April 20, 2009